betweenthelines...

Used to be : "Wah SO CUTE I WANT TO PINCH HIM HI BABY LOOK AT ME!!"

Now it's : "Aww so innocent. Enjoy baby time kid, life's going to be a hell of a rollercoaster ride."


Actually wanted to blog more about my part-time job today cause it's probably the only time that I have the night off. Had to made some agreements with the erm... supervisor (?) to be back earlier today. Didn't notice how tired I was until I sort of black-outed earlier. Was clicking stuff and the next thing I know everything went black and half an hour just went by like that. I was like "What the hell just happened ?!" -_-'

Looks like that post might have to wait.


Yea I think I failed to honor my goals of no msn and facebook.
I admit it. But most of the time I just on them for a while then listen to songs or something anyway *still in denial* Seriously if I don't spend at least one whole hour just listening to music I don't feel right and I can't go to sleep.

Have to really make use of the short free time that I have ma!

To make it up a little I'm trying to achieve most of my 2009 new year resolutions that I posted back in January. Will review it next month.


LOTS of new albums lately, no time aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...Nvm get it first later baru find time to really listen to them.


A litte something before I sign off...

I've always thought that ranking your friends is disrespectful(see Top Friends on Friendsters or other sites). Lately however I'm learning the difference between acquaintances, friends, good friends and best friend. The older you get the more you have to know what you can trust in people. Life like's that.

Still getting use to my new life...............

I have a free morning tomorrow soo woohoo but I would rather have the whole day free and sleep like a pig T_T

Chronically sleep deprived and nearly handicapped legs. Woop!

The only game that I have time to play now is CafeWorld on FB. Just cook something and leave it there till the next day gaotim sai. Had some wrong timing and asked yj to take care of my kitchen for me but he completely forgotten -_- Nvm I have demoted him to my waiter instead.

Wouldn't do that last time but I was inspired by my sis. Some time ago I got a call early in the morning while I was sleeping, turns out to be her asking me to serve her chickens in CafeWorld and I was like "What the hell it's just a game!" Now ................ yea I'm a hypocrite.

Ok why am I talking about CafeWorld again, I have no life T_T

( Please miss me my "real" games, I shall visit you all soon....)

Being busy does help, eventhough I'll still think about all the "issues". Now I understand how useful work can be. It numbs you. But it doesn't solve the problem.

Things are still slowly changing and the grounds are shifting. I can feel it in my guts. When all is said and done things are going to be very different. I only hope for one thing, I want to be happy. Selfish? I don't care.

I'm actually starting to enjoy this!

Somehow I have a feeling next year is going to be one of the most defining years of my life. All of the stupid things that I've been through is just to gear me up for the road ahead! Everyone have changed, I have changed. That's just the way it is.

Woop and now I shall head to bed and enjoy my sleep!!!!!!!!! YEEEEEESSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can the town please flood tomorrow?

I miss these prefect camps! Or just camping in general.....

Maybe I'll try one of those club camps next year, if there's anyone that wants to tag along. I'm terribly awkward with strangers so I won't go alone unless forced to *cough* NS *cough*

Nothing much that I want to update about, the next few weeks should be intereting though.

Have a feeling something's not right "over there", hmmm hopefully it's just me being paranoid.

(Seafood butter fried rice for lunch, turned out better than I expected, yum!)

Hello........

Where to start....

Ok JUST in case you were wondering, the no FB & MSN plan is still on...I think. It's just my plans tergendala a bit for the moment lalala.But I've greatly decreased my time on the internet and will continue to do so! Just trying to cultivate some good habits.



Healthier diet is also on the list. Less fat, less sugar, more protein, more fibre and more vitamins. I'm the most concern on my sugar intake, damn you sweet tooth! I love everything sweet -_-''' Other than that it's more exercise, more housework, more reading, more writing, bla bla bla bla...

The hardest is probably trying to sleep better, PS not EARLIER because I think it's simply not realistic if you want me to sleep early, unless EVERYONE does the same haha. Improving the quality of my sleep is probably the hardest, key factor --> think too much . Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Everything is my preparation for next year, don't want history to repeat itself ever again! Kampar this time around I will conquer you! Ok still long time to go no need talk so much $#%^&YTFDHHH Miss the times when I was truly proud of myself, the time will come again. I'm sure.

Speaking of Kampar ever since I went back there a while ago my stupid allergy started to worsen, until now! I want to chop my nose off. Missing bicycles, so convenient, because I don't have a car to drive now hur hur hur troublesomenya T_T


My December "schedule" is packed! Work, trips and stuff... Still need to figure out the whole thing cause some of them are clashing, ugh! Another problem is .......$$$$$$ la what somemore. So many things to buy after almost one year of zero shopping. Camera, proper sportswear, new clothes, external harddisk, and so many more I don't feel like listing out because it makes me sad wahahaha.


My dad and brothers came and went back. Nice to see the whole family come together again, the last time it was like this was during CNY. Although I wasn't really in the mood to do anything too exciting. Which is also why I haven't met my friends eventhough I'm back. Just me and my mom for now. Calm and peaceful -_- Maybe next week, hmmmm.....

Have been spending more time in hospital than I desire too. What the hell is happening anyway, at first it was friends now it's family. My mom says it's a bad year, can't say I disagree. Is it weird that the hospital actually reminds me of my childhood? Cause my mom's a nurse and I spent quite some time around the hospital as a kid. The smell of antiseptics that usually scares people actually calms me down. Weirrrd.


Anyway, here's a *Blog Exclusive* picture. Hands itchy so airbrushed my pic, how do you like my blue eyes? This isn't that extreme, maybe next time haha.


Yay dinner time so that's all for this post, another one that's longer that I expected. Whoa.

So, I'm supposed to be at home in my super comfy room enjoying whatever that's enjoyable at home. Instead I'm still here in KL....................... because I missed my flight, hooray!

Money.Down.The.Drain.

Should've just took it and donate to someone if I knew, oh since MAS is not doing so well maybe I did donate it to a good cause? What what?

Not to mention I woke up damn early for it and still missed. Went all the way to KLIA and back then continue my sleep zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

My mom already called like 4 times asking "Why? Why? Why?"




Starting to have doubts about leaving FB and MSN, I'm so weak T_T Maybe weekends only instead of cold turkey? I guess I'd have to see how the week goes...